JessicaDISSIMILAR™

Yeshh this is JessicaDISSIMILAR™
i havent been on buzznet for AGESS!!! so im getting back on it, im uploading talking & all the other shizz that we do on buzznet  :)!!

myspace.com/337466321

& yer, i only have myspace & a buzznet ... also a photobucket :)!!

xx.

WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ALL TIME LOW!! WENT TO SEE THEM TODAY!! SO HOTT .. NO REALLY IT WAS SO FUCKING HOTT!!
I GOT LOTS OF PICS WITH ZACK MERRICK AND SOME WITH ALEX, JACK AND RIAN!!
WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I COULDNT GET INSIDE BUT ZACK CAME OUT AND I STARTED TALKING WITH HIM!!! =O
I LOVE ZACK MERRICK!!!!
BUT AT THE END I GOT ALL THEIR AUTOGRAPHS!!! SO YER!!! =] =] =] =]
MY mum WAS THEIR TO AND TOLLED THEM I WAS HER DAUGHTER AND
THEN WHEN I LEFT THEIR LIKE "by daughter!!"  AND I STARTED LAUGHING!!! =P
AND THEY LIKED MY T-SHIRT!!! SO YER!!! HEHEHEHEH

LOVE THEM!!!
lol!! =P

IM GONNA C ALL TIME LOW
IM GONNA C ALL TIME LOW
IM GONNA C ALL TIME LOW
IM GONNA C ALL TIME LOW
IM GONNA C ALL TIME LOW
IM GONNA C ALL TIME LOW
NXT THURSDAY
NXT THURSDAY
NXT THURSDAY
NXT THURSDAY
NXT THURSDAY
NXT THURSDAY
NXT THURSDAY

WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWWWWWA

I noe this might sound weird but the only reason that i wanna live is because of music!
Like My chemical romance and paramore they make life sound so easy but in reality its really hard!!
My chem makes feel better about myself, and paramore helps me believe that i can do things i thought i can't do.
Plus alot more bands make me feel the same way.

Like linkin park their lyrics they mean more the u think just listen to the words not only the music and also like My chemical romacne and paramore just listen to the lyrics and you'll see.

My chemical romance i think has the most meaning to their songs because its not only
music its also like a story about what happened to them or is happening. Its like their curing
my pain ..... or saving my life.

When i listen to music i feel like im lost in my own world were nothing can hurt me but
only save me. Also makes me understand the meaning of making mistakes and why people
hate me and why i hate them.

Sometimes i just wanna lock my self in my room and just sit there and think
" whats wrong with me. why is life so hard! why is anyone anything"


Music helps me to live .... music is my life .... the reason im still alive.

The bands:
Avenged sevenfold,
Atreyu,
BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE,
(new album scream, aim, fire)
Bless the fall,
Idiot pilot,
Mucc,
D'espairsary,
The underneath,

Dates (so far)

2/29	Denver, CO	Fillmore	ON SALE 1/12
3/1	Kansas City, MO	Memorial Hall	ON SALE 1/12
3/2	Milwaukee, WI	The Eagles Ballroom	ON SALE 1/12
3/4	St Paul, MN	Roy Wilkins Auditorium	ON SALE 1/19
3/5	St. Louis, MO	Family Arena	ON SALE 1/19
3/7	Dayton, OH	Hara Arena	ON SALE 1/12
3/8	Detroit, MI	Cobo Arena	ON SALE 1/12
3/10	Rochester, NY	Armory	ON SALE 12/29
3/11	Chicago, IL	Aragon	ON SALE 12/22
3/14	Philadelphia, PA	Tweeter Center	PRE-SALE
3/15	Asbury Park, NJ	Convention Center	ON SALE 1/12
3/17	Fairfax, VA	Patriot Center	ON SALE 1/12
3/18	Portland, ME	Cumberland County Civic Center	ON SALE 1/12
3/20	Uniondale, NY	Nassau Coliseum	ON SALE 1/18
3/21	Lowell, MA	Tsongas Arena	ON SALE 1/12
3/22	Albany, NY	Armory	ON SALE 1/18
3/24	Duluth, GA	Gwinnett Center	ON SALE 1/12
3/25	Tampa, FL	USF Sundome	ON SALE 1/18
3/26	Miami, FL	Bayfront Park	ON SALE 1/19
3/28	Orlando, FL	UCF Arena	PRE-SALE
3/29	Biloxi, MS	Mississippi Coast Coliseum	ON SALE 1/19
4/1	Grand Prairie, TX	Nokia Theatre	ON SALE 1/12
4/3	Oklahoma City, OK	Fairgrounds Arena	ON SALE 1/19
4/4	Corpus Christi, TX	Concrete Street Amphitheatre	PRE-SALE
4/5	San Antonio, TX	Freeman Coliseum	ON SALE 1/19
4/6	El Paso, TX	County Coliseum	ON SALE 1/19
4/9	Glendale, AZ	Jobing.com / Glendale Arena	ON SALE 1/12
4/10	Long Beach, CA	Long Beach Arena	PRE-SALE
4/12	San Jose, CA	Event Center	ON SALE 1/20
4/13	Sacramento, CA	ARCO Arena	ON SALE 1/19
4/15	Seattle, WA	WaMu Theater	ON SALE 1/12

Hey has anyone heard of  or are are going to the SOUNDWAVE CONCERT IN AUSTRALIA>?

i heard its gonna be great !
The bands that are going are awesome:

RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS,
ALL TIME LOW,
MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE,
CHIODOS,
plain white ts,
OFF SPRING,
INCUBUS,
AS I LAY DYING,
CARTEL,
BOYS LIKE GIRLS,
THURSDAY,
SHADOW FALLS,
FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES,
SAOSIN,
SCARY KIDS SCARYING KIDS,
THE STARTING LINE,
MADINA LAKE,

and ALOT MORE!!! =O

Im not gonna be here for a least a month!!
i'll be in america .. hehehehehe! im leaving on WEDNESDAY!!..........
so yer! i'll be back on the 14th of jan.
yep.....
miss u all!
.............................

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!.........

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.........

AND TO BOB BRYAR...

HAPPY VERY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!! XD

LOVE BOB!! HEHEHEHE

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!
..............
 AND BOB!!! =P

BYE BYE!!!

8pm- 9:30pm
Circa survive was AWESOME!!!!!

9:30 pm -11pm

MCR !!!!
my chemical romance was great !
my first MY CHEM concert!! ^ ^
MIKEY FRANK GERARD AND RAY looked SOOOO HOT IN PERSON!!!!!

songs were great they played-
DEAD
SLEEP
DISENCHANTED
IM NOT OKAY
THE SHARPEST LIVES
GIVE EM' HELL KID
YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DO TO GUYS LIKE US IN PRISON
TEENAGERS
MAMA
HOUSE OF WOLVES
I DONT LOVE U
WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE
FAMOUS LAST WORDS
HELENA
CEMETREY DRIVE
THIS IS HOW I DISAPPEAR
( i think they played )THANK YOU FOR THE VEMON
and i think more songs that i cant remember!!

Gerards crazy comment!!!-
gerard said "thank you for all the fucking candy" people scream
"but i dont want the candy.... because i got to be here" people scream
"come on eat the candy"people scream
"i dont care if ur even 12 years old i want u to have the candy" people scream!!

before a song GERARD SAID "go fuck urself...!!"  people scream
"because i hear u wanna fuck myself "people scream
"well when i do it .. i make these sounds ... ah ah ah ah ah oh oh oh oh
every body with me ah ah ah ah ah ah 0oh oh oh oh  " people scream
starts song

"thank you for the roses "people scream
(Most of those screaming was me!!)
-
frank cut his hair!!!!
no bobo =[
MIKEY SO HOT!!!

bab shit-
MY PHONE WENT IN THE TOILET!!!
so we sneak in a camera!!! ^ ^

I WAS AN OBSESSED IDIOT THAT LOVES MCR!!
I LOOKD LIKE A FREAK WHICH WAS JUMPIN ANDSCREAMING AND WAVING AND SINGING AND DANCING LIKE SHIT U NEVA SAW BEFORE!!!!!

LOVE MCR!!!

I GOT A TOUR T-SHIRT AND A HOT POSTER!!!! ^ ^

I CANT BELIEVE ITS OVER!! AFTER ALL THAT WAITING FOR THE CONCERT ITS OVER.......... WELL TIME COMES FOR ANOTHER CONCERT!!!

P.S. i will post pics and vids later!!
BYE!

not really scary but yer  !!!
copy and paste on ur http! and watch!



http://www.mindistortion.tv/iwantyoursoul/?i_am=xxxmcrxfobxxx

Kiss or Pass

there is at least one person on ur friends list that wants to kiss the hell out of u. so lets play the kiss or pass game! if u want to kiss the person who posted this then leave them a comment saying "i want to kiss u", if ud rather not, then leave a comment saying "i'll pass."
u have to repost this on urs after u read this and see who replies or ur doomed to a loveless life and horrible sex. remember! theres someone on ur friends list that wants to kiss u.

tagged by iluvpeteandhemmingway

My chemical romance concert!!! ^ ^ TOMORROW!!
i've been waiting for this day since my birthday in JULY!!!

AND ITS TOMORROW DECEMBER THE 1ST ^ ^

COMING TO MELBOURNE TO HAVE A CONCERT TOMORROW!!! AYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAY

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(lolz)

i keep on going in to places i dont belong,
i keep on falling for people i dont love,
i keep talking to people i dont understand,

i always find my-self lost in this world,
and just wish i could understand y i was brought into the world>?

every day is like a horrible mystery,
dont noe when it starts
and dont noe when it ends!

.......>?<.......

i feel so confused!
asking my-self all these impossible question
that shouldn't be answered,

i dont noe hoo to talk to !
i feel so alone,
i dont noe hoo i should trust
or hoo i should punch!!!!!!!!!!!!!=[

......>?<......

Sometimes it just hurts,

Sometimes it just kills

Sometimes it’s worse!

 

I hate u

I hate me

So y cant we just let it be

 

I can’t help my-self from what I’ve become

So leave me alone and let me be

 

Just leave me alone between these walls

Because that’s all that has me in the centre of their hearts

 

 

………=|…

Thinking of u!

I keep seeing u in my dream

I keep wishing u were real

I keep on seeing foggy steam

And hope these pains will heal

 

The things that u did are still in my mind

But these things are just too bad to leave behind

So I tried to let go,

I tried to move on

But just couldn’t let go of u all along.....

Poetry (I think?!!)

 

-

Because I need u more

Because I keep falling through

Never thought I could stop without u

 

-

Why don’t u ever listen to me>?

I keep calling Ur name

But u never hear me

So I tried to let go,

I tried to move on

But I could never let go of u love

 

-

I can’t fly like a dove

Into the sky,

But I’ll never stop trying

Even though I’ll die

 

-

I’ve always loved u,

Even from the start

And I’ll keep on loving u

Even though we are far apart

 

-

I see the light

I see the light, in front of me

It’s coming closer and closer

And something something

 

-

Y cant I move on>?

Y am I stuck inside  this place,

For reason I can’t hit breaks

Because Im trapped on this chain 

HAAHAHAH!! posted some photos of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope u like hahahahahahahhaaaahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..... ^.^

Good charlotte was awesome !! ............ no the concert is not on until saturday and no im not going !! =[ but i saw it on channle [v] in sydney it was good .... HOPE U GET BETTER PAUL!

I FEEL SO SICK!! =[ I STAYED HOME TODAY YAY *VOMITES*
*~* i feel like my head is on fire!! and im swimming in my vomit!! *vomites*

=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[ lolz *vomites*

Love will always be there but will u be>?

If your here y aren't u with me>?

Theres nothin' more pure than a golden heart!

Love will always find a way!

If u like someone give them ur heart before time runs out!

Saying sorry means more than u think!

Would revenge be the best choice>?

If u love someone would u take a bullet for them>?

Would u die just for ur love to live>?

Sorry is such a powerfull word!!



(Those were some of my quote things!! comment if u wish)